college.
I am finally getting my life together. I will be starting school in the fall after many many years of putting it off. I joined the military thinking this is the way out only to get out and find that all of the qualifications i had mean jack shit in the “real” world. So now i am going to do something about it. Nursing degree here i come. wish me luck because i am scared.
trying.
I am trying my hardest to get everything to fall into place in a good way. I think i am so unhappy because i have been complacent for such a long time. I am not even sure if i can climb out of this hole that i have dug for myself. I am just ready to start over. I don’t think it is ever to late to start again. I just want to be happy. That is it.
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I am pretty sure there is something fucking wrong with me. I feel like i am never going to be happy. I am heart broken about life…isn’t this only supposed to happen to 15/16 year olds? fuck.